why you wanna make it hard on me?
over this weekend i had been through a lot of crap. first thing, i made out with 25 year old man whose name is brad. well he had perfect teeth, which i really liked bout him. but uhm i dont know. it was homecoming week and it was pretty darn busy. but i didnt skip my classes! so anyways, all these exchanges sucked, and at homecoming, there was no float for our sorority, because kappa sigma boys made a rocket that looked like giant penis and they were acting like they were jacking off to it... stupid kappa sig boys! anyways, over this weekend i had to talk to john and i convinced him to give up on me. not because we are on distance, but he seems like he just wanna get some action from me. and i dont have money tospend on him just to get laid with him. id rather spent more time and money on someone else wisely. so and hes now all over me, because he cant get me whenever he wants, he used to able to and now he cant. this saturday was the worst day of my life. i was watching the movie fever pitch with my roomies and sarah called me. "do not fucking hang out with ............."i couldnt get it for the first time so i called her back, and was like "do not hang out with jeff altmann" she told me that what he was saying bout us at the party. i was pissed off the fact that he was saying that to everyone.....not totally cool thing to do. so i text him, "hey ive heard you saying this and that, i dont wanna talk to you anymore" and after an hour, he was knocking our door. so i answered it he went: "hey gorgeous whats up? can i talk to you? "so i went "im going to bed, good night"and slammed the door infront of his face. he knocks it hard again, he was like "can i please please talk to you for a second?"so i was like "ok, make it quick" and then he started how much he was thinking about me during the homecoming week, his sister's death, hes on medication and stuff. then he goes "im not all bout fucking you around, i really do care bout you, im a good dater you know? but its true that i was thinking bout you during this week, my sister is died because of the anorexia, i couldnt tell anyone bout this because my roomie and my suitemates always not there, and youre the onlyone person i can talk about anything. so thats why i wanted to hang out with you during this week" and i looked at him, he seemed like he was gonna start crying, so i held him in my arms, he cried over my shoulder. i told him that its okay to let out the feeling, its okay to cry, because im gonna be here for him. and he was like "i should have asked you on a date, i should have taken this to our next level, i wanna have a relationship with you" so i told him "cosidering what you did atthe party, i dont know what to say to you" and i told him to go to bed. he went back, and he came back to my suite again, with flower on his hand. he wanted to talk to me, about stuff that had been going around in his mind during this week. and he went into my bed room, laid down on my bed. so i told him to get out of there, and he didnt. so i was like, i need to go bed, just make it quick. and he started tellin me how he feels about me. but for me i just wanted to go to sleep, i didnt wanna talk to him that long time...and with what he did to me, i didnt have full trust in him. so i was like "jeff, i know you dont wanna be lonely tonight, but i really really need sometime to think bout this tonight, you need to go back to your room tonight" and i sent him back. i know its hard for him now, but i dont want a guy who would lie to me or like who would spread around personal stories. its so ridiculous. so anyways thats the end of the depressing story. lol ive met someoone online, his name is AJ. hes from huston texas. so i talked to him over the phone 1 hour about stuff, we questioned eachother, we giggled most of the time, we both wish how much it would be great if we were there for eachother. gosh i really am attracted to him..hes so darn hot!!!! so but i guess im seeing where this goes. if i keep talking to him and still flirt with him, i probably am going to see him in springbreak! yay!
出産・子育て
ファッション
美容・コスメ
健康・ダイエット
生活・インテリア
料理・食べ物
ドリンク・お酒
ペット
趣味・ゲーム
映画・ＴＶ
音楽
読書・コミック
旅行・海外情報
園芸
スポーツ
アウトドア・釣り
車・バイク
パソコン・家電
そのほか
すべてのジャンル
