Fun Fun
I had tons of fun today =)okay, actually the start of the day SUCKED.around 7 in the morning, i heard my phone ringing,but then i thought it was the alarm clock, since i use my mobile as my alarm clock.so i walked over to where it was, clicked the okay button,and walked back to my bed lol - i shouldn't be doing that...then i hear "moshi moshi!?" like.... 10 times.finally i realize it was someone calling me.oh com'on. who'd think someone would call youat 7 in the morning on a weekend.then i find out it was this junior girl.turns out, she's taking the SAT today,but forgot her CALCULATOR. haha what the hell,the calculator is the most important thing to bringafter your registration form.since i live like right next to the school,she called me up to borrow my calculator.she told me she'll be at my house in 10 minutes or something.i fell asleep, and in 10 minutes she called again,telling me she got to my house.i was in my pyjamas, but grabbed the calculator,walked out the door with my eyes barely open.then i see a girl running towards me, and there she was.i don't even remember what i said to herand how i got back into my house lol.anyways, then at 9 i left to go to my flute lesson.i haven't seen him for more than a month!i kinda suck now... tisk tisk. must keep practicing na ka.then went downtown. it was so funny.i got to ploen chit, called up jenny,and said "are you guys at empo?" and he said yes.so i told him i'll call him when i get there.i went to empo, called him, and he said he's at the movie place.i go up there, no one's there. so i called him,then he said "kevin's supposed to be up there looking for you"but i don't see kevin. so i was kinda waiting,then jenny called, and...haha then i found out that they're at siam.it was hilarious.i met up w/ jenny, soomi & kevin,and we were hanging around at siam,then watched "Kingdom of Heaven"OMG. it sucks. it totally sucks. i was soooo bored.i didn't even understand what the hell was going on.(maybe i'm just too dumb haha)orlando bloom didn't look like orlando bloom.tan said it was so good but...the four of us didn't think so. hahaafter the movie, we went to empo*we got together with tida* i love tida. she's so cute!we went to fuji to get dinner.yeah we had fun talking about stuff.me, tida, and kevin went to fuji supermarket,then i went to chidlom, where my parents were and went home.ahhhhhh i made a BIG effort today ok...i should be proud of myself...yes it's true. i'm over him. but he's just someone i'll never forget.(probably not vice versa haha)i still feel awkward, and knew there wasn't much i could do.but...when we met up, i actually smiled and waved my hand ok.for him, i'm probably just like one of the girls,so it wasn't hard for him to say anything.but for me, it took a lot.in the car, i kept talking to kevin. i knew it wasn't good.so just to make conversations, i asked about the exams.after that we didn't talk-talk, but yeah...i know that i tried so hard today.ppl will probably be like "omg, still not okay?"yes, i don't know why. probably b/c of all the things i learned.what i went through. i regret so much.for once, i felt like i was needed.i was too dumb that when i asked him that question,i didn't know i was letting go of him.all i wanted to do was make sure...there are many things i shouldn't have said to him,many things i should have done.there are many things i wanna ask him now...but probably will never get the answer.i'll be honest. i miss the times we spent together,even though it wasn't too much.ugh, night makes you so emotional.wow, wrote tons again! good nighty*