LOST IN GLASGOW

now, it's more or less 3months to go back to Japan.
I've been doing well, so far.

there are days I win and also days I lose but the thing is that I could change myself to some extent, myself --the spirit to win, to achieve something you really want.

although my English is still not perfect, upper-intermidiate level?, it's been getting better these days. It's not just a dream to be nearly perfect before i go back. Now I can really expect the situation I dreamt, I have been dreaming since long before.

I plan to take the TOEIC, and hopefully, I want, get scored over 900??? ひょエー
I have to make more hard works actually. It's not enough to reach the score now. I've been working on the TOEIC practicing text books these days and found it's very difficult.

as for my NEW YEAR days, it's like a-man-who-has-no-friends period.
in fact, most of my flat mates had gone home for Christmas and New Year, i had to basically spend whole winter day off alone.
it's been not bad.
to be honest, i went to my flat mate's house for Christmas, went to a bar to meet my frineds, had relatively many phone calls, and recieved many emails from my friends synpathizing with me being alone.

I've been studying English this winter, picking up vocabraries, watching movies and talking by myself(this is very good to improve your language!). Eventually, I've improved my English somewhat.
Now i can understand what my flat mates are speaking better than 2 weeks ago, which was my wish since i moved into this flat.

although i really wanted to go and see some places like Ireland, France, and other sight seeing places, i decided not to, then i've got the result that makes me satisfied a little, so I'd say " well done" to myself.

Life is not easy and wouldnt go as we want.
precisely, my mind wouldnt be active when i really need to do something. to win something, you have to train your heart.

this is what I learned through the last year.
And I have to train myself very much.

Be myself but not too lazy.
Always learning from someone and feeding back.
I have to do Human Revolution to live for others and myself.