今が生死

庭の芙蓉

ヤクルトが昨日やっと勝って15連敗を免れた。我が山梨に実業団女子バスケットボー
ルのクインビーズがあるが昨年からずっと連敗してきて先日やっと1勝したとのこと
である。クインビーズの選手の何人かが昼間私と同じ職場で働いている。そのうちの
一人は私と同じ部署で働いており、夕方仕事が終わってから練習に行く。連敗中も
黙々と仕事をこなしており、試合でも全力を尽くしていたと思うが勝てなかった。彼
女を見ているだけに連敗を責める気にはなれない。ヤクルトの選手の私生活は知らな
いが、彼らだって全力を尽くしたけれど勝てなかったということだと思う。私たちの
日常生活でも連敗はある。就職試験で10連敗はざらにある。恋愛でも失恋を重ねるこ
とが多い。病気でも少しよくなったと思うと別のところが悪くなり連続して苦痛が重
なってくることがある。仕事面でも次から次にうまくいかないことが重なってどん底
に落とされることもある。連敗してくると気持ちが落ち込み自ら命を絶つ人もいる。
何とか救ってやりたいが他人の力を借りて勝てる場合は少なく、多くは自分で戦い続
けるしかない。そこで考え方を変える必要がある。勝とう勝とうと思っても勝てる保
証はないので、基本に帰ることが大切だと思う。バッティングやピッチングの基本練
習を再開するのだ。
健康問題で連敗の時は医者を変えてみることも一つの方法でそこから勝利に結びつく
こともある。とにかく目前の1勝にこだわらないで、基本練習に打ち込むことが大切
だと思う。

Yakult finally won the game yesterday and avoided 15 consecutive defeats.
There are Queen Bees team of the business group women's basketball in my
Yamanashi, they have been losing streaks since last year but finally they
won one victory at last recently. Several of Queen Bees players work in my
same workplace during the day. One of them works in the same department as
me and she goes to practice after work in the evening. She was doing her job
quietly during the losing streaks, I think she was doing her best at the
game too, but they could not win. I cannot bring myself to blame for losing
just because I'm watching her. I do not know the private life of the players
of Yakult but I think that they did everything earnestly too, but they could
not win. There is also a losing streak in our daily life. There are ten
consecutive defeats in the employment exam. Even in romance, there are many
lost love consecutively.
When the sickness improved a bit, another place got worse and there are
period when pain suffered in succession. Even in terms of work, things that
will not work well and overlapped, they sometimes dropped to the bottom.
Some people fall short of their feelings when they lose consecutive defeats
and they might die. There are few cases where they are saved by someone’s
help, but they cannot usually win by the strength of others and they have to
keep fighting on their own. Therefore we need to change our mindset. There
is no guarantee that you can win, even if you think you will win, I think
that it is important to return to basics. Restart basic practice of batting
and pitching.
When you lose conceptive due to health problems, changing the doctor may
also lead to victory from there in one way. Anyway, do not stick to the one
victory before, I think that it is important to devote to basic practice.