I love Vancouver☆ Jasmine's diary

Hey guys.
It has been soooooo hot lately.
How have you been?

Well I started working from July 5th.
And now I'm working at hemodialysis room.
HD Room is a part of ICU but I haven't worked at HD room before,
so the job is almost all new for me.

I have to be trained a lot, have to study a lot.
But as you know, working is really hard, because not only duty but also
the relationship with co-workers.

I don't understand how come some people can not work comfortabley.
Ignore someone, abuse someone...
I hate that.

Evenif I don't like the person, I would work normaly.
But some people don't.

It brings miscomunication and it leads to make mistakes.
We are all adults so why don't we work comfortably?

I know that everyone can not be liked by all people.
Some people like you but some don't.
It's impossible to be liked by all people.

But it is the different problem when we are working.
We have all responsible to take care of the patients safely.

We should separate these emotions.

I'm so stressed out of it.
Every morning I go washroom more than 3times.
Every day I have stomach ache.

I know that the only one thing I can do is just take it easy.
Eventhough, I know that I have been having really tough time.
I lost weight one kirograms per week.
I think it because of the stress.

Well...today I complained a lot. Sorry about that.
But I couldn't stand it.

I just wanna speak out.

By the way, I hadn't been to the English lesson for 3 weeks.
But yesterday and today I could take lessons.

Speaking English is stress relieve for me.
I spoke a lot.

When I'm get angry or anxious, I can speak faster than usuall.
I think because my mind circurate really fast when I'm really emotional.
That is not bad... hahaha.

Well it has been really humid and hot, please take care of yourself.
See you soon!