havent updated for a loooooong loonnnggg time.. k.. let me vent somethin... hmm... u bitch! u fukin hurt me so much. maybe i hurt u too but its becuz i dun undrstand u enough. and u say tht u undrstand me. but actually u dont. cuz i could say back to whatever u said to me. but i jus hold it to myself. cuz i knew ud say nethin else to me. i knew it and im tired to argue with u so i didnt say nething n jus let u say wht ever u wanted to say. gradually u became colder n colder to me. friends are more important to u huh? oh ya. sure. when we jus started goin out, u were like so nice to me? haha funny. and now what? u dun have enough time? what the fuck? u have time to go out with ur friends and other guys but u dun have time for me? so fukin funny! funny like shit. sigh.. i had enough. everythin u said was jus so fukin bullshit. jus fuck off. i dun want u back. i noe i loved u. well~ u asked me to trust u. uh huh.. well i cant. of course i cant. cuz u dun even tell me stuff. how can i trust u? oh ya can u trust someone u jus met? ..hahaha funny. bullshit. BULLSHIT!!!!!! god.. pisses me off everytime.. and what was the funniest thing was that u cant remember my name..!? WHHHAAAT THEEE FFUUUCCKKK!?? lol stephen? or steven? w/e. hes on ur mind right? cuz u hurt him so u have to be nice to him instead of bein nice to me right? hahaha. fucker. go get fucked. dun u think its weird? that a guy, who used to like u, canceled something for goin to sing K with u ppl. and what, cuz K was canceled so he asked YOU to go visit a friend? and YOU felt BAD for him so u went with him? didnt u even think that he still like u or something? or didnt u think that i would be mad or something? ...so funny ur so nice. ha ha ha.. u fuckin slut! ..if u dun tell me stuff, how can i noe tht ur mad or sad or.. dunno.. like u dun tell me. i dun even noe u that much. n how the fuck can i notice that ur mad or sad when i cant even see u?? huh? ur brother asks u to go out with him, u go with him. i ask u to go out with me. u say no. i ask u if i can go see u. u say no. u never said yes. what was i for u? u only wanted the name? what do u want ur bf to do? u dun even noe that urself! what the fuck should i do for u then? huh? sigh... and u fuckin hurt me so much u dun noe that.. u jus dunno. u act like u noe everythin. well.. maybe u do noe something. but not everything. u dont. u dun understand me. U DO NOT! ur shortest was 4 days.. funny... HAHAHAHAHAHA funny.. lol and funnier thing is that.. ur longest was .. fuckin 2 weeks!! LMAO.. and EVEN MUCH FUNNIER IS THAT... Me n U were fucking 2weeks and 4 days!! HAHAHAHAHA SO FUCKING SHORT!!! hahahahahahahaha phew.. there are way too much more things to say.. so ill jus stop here...

k let me explain what kinda girl i like..
1. pretty
2. but it actually doesnt matter that much
3. nice
4. be there for me when i need her
5. care bout me
6. doesnt go out alone with a guy that i dunno
7. understands me
8. i feel happy to stay with
9. not too sticky
10. not so horney
11. funny
12. sexy
13. (hot)
14. kind
15. luvs me from the bottom of her heart =]

sigh...

いつになれば俺は運命の人に出会えるのだろう～・・なんてね♪爆