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September 3, 2005
カテゴリ：カテゴリ未分類
right now i'm writing this because i feel so down. i'm home sick again. i miss home so much, i miss my mom, even sometimes we are fighting but right now i wanna to see her. these days i'm so stressful. there is too much work with limit of time to do it. 5 subjects i have to do well, i mean very well. so i can get out of here. i always wondering why people like America so much, what is good about this country?? i don't find anything good about this country. yeah maybe the education is good, then what else?? i can't find anything good about this country. i'm so made at myself now. i couldn't do whatever i wanna, to come to America is not what i wanted. i came here because there is a reason for it.
let's talk about New York City, yeah the city never sleep. but in here i couldn't find my passion and drama. maybe you would ask me what is your passion and drama?? actually i don't know the exactly answer. i'm seraching for it. i should follow what i want to do, but in here i can't find it. let's say after four years of college i got BA degree in accounting and finance, then after two years i got MA in finance and CPA in accounting. but i know i won't happy because that is not what i want to do. i read a chapter on the value of education for my philosophy class. it said money is not important and is not most important part of your life. you should search for what you want. if a person only working for the money, that person is a deplorable person. over all what this chapter meant was the reason you are going to college is NOT ONLY because you want to make alot of money, the reason you are going is to find what your interests. this chapter realy gave me alot impression about what i want to do with my future. but for me i can't choose what i want, anyway right now i need to go back to do my stupid homework now. please if anyone have time, please leave a comment for me, just make me feel better!!! お気に入りの記事を「いいね！」で応援しよう
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