恭子の部屋です！！

pass these few days, i was thinking about my future. i kept asking myself what should i do about my future??? should i do accounting or something else??hmmmmm~~~~
in my head there were many ???????????????????????
first thing came to mind maybe tourism management, but low salary
second thing came to minf was fashion marketing and design management. i thought this is my final decision. then i called my parents. my dad was like are you sure you wanna do that?? i was like yes, 100%. he said okie, as long as you like, but fashion marketing and design management are very competitive, and sometimes can be very hard to find a job. even you get in to Parson which is the top design school in NYC, still.... i was like don't worry i can do it.

then i called my mom after that. here is our conversation:
Amy: hi mom, i need to tell you something, im going to change my major to fashion marketing and design management. what do you think?
mom: what? fashion marketing and design management?? why?
Amy: i just found out that accounting is too boring for me.
mom: you can't do fashion marketing and design management. do you how competitive in fashion world? besides you need artistic talent. you need that to be successful in this business world. also you are suck in art.... do you remember what you got for your art class in high school??
Amy: okie, i don't wanna talk about that anymore. i know my art is suck... i know i don't have artistice talent. but i wanna to try anymore.
mom: stay with accounting, you can't draw. forget about it. be realistic.. okie???

so i forgot about fashion marketing and design management. i wanna to be a dancer. i decided to go to Juilliard which is the best dance and music school in the united states. i called my mom again

Amy: okie, i changed my mind, you are right i can't do fashion marketing and design management.
mom: that's good.
Amy: my final decision i want to be a dancer. a professional hip hop and free style dancer. i wanna go Juilliard.
mom: nice dream!!!
Amy: no i'm serious..
mom: first, Juilliar is for REAL dancers, that means no hip hop or free style. those kind of dancing everyone can do it. britney spears didn't go Juilliar for dancing. she just practicing alot in a studio. Juilliar they do serious dancing. second, i think your mind is not function well these days. maybe too much study and made you think not normal. call me when you are normal. (hang up the phone)
Amy: helloooooooo~~~

my future from tourism management to fashion marketing and design management to dancer. yeahhhh. in the end there is no result.. so my final decision is stay with accounting, because is good pay and stable job.

i was imagining myself, if i go to Juilliar i need to have a interview with them. so that mean i have to show them my dancing moves, i probably would choose some moves from britiney spears. it would be funny to see their faces, probably they would speechless and kick me out. i know Juilliar is the best music and dance school, but i didn't know that hip hop or free style is not consider as REAL DANCE. they think everyone can do it. i guess i can't be professional dancer anymore. :(