Hong Kong!!
夏は、香港に行った。幸せな??i dont know!! if i go back to hong kong i can see my friends, but there are a lot things i dont want to face it. i feel so stressful these days. my dad allows me to go back, but i was disppoint at him. he lie to me on something i already knew it. he thought i dont know. i have very strong intuition. i love my parents, i wouldn't have this wonderful life if they didn't adopt by my parents. they gave me everything i wanted. my friends are thinking i'm a spoiled brat. right now i dont want money, i want a family. before i didn't know how important the family means to a person, but now i know the meaning of famil, but it's too late. all the money i have can't get my family back. sometimes i dont understand why God did this to me. God brough me to this world and gave me a wonderful family, but now he is going take away it from me, he left to me something, MONEY!! i don't have to worry about money, i dont have to work like other college kids. i can buy whatever i want. but i'm not happy. I WANT TO HAVE A FAMILY!! MONEY means nothing to me!! people told me God did this because he has his own reason, you will see it later on. i don't know!! should i trust God?? i dont even trust self, how can i trust God!! where is the God? if he is out there, he should see my problem.