Believe a Fate of True Love

I think i'd never got mad
like that at dance time.

But,now,i REALLY feel sorry to Ben about that.




I really don't like Ben's ex-girlfriend.

She always annoys me when i meet her at dance.

I dunno she likes Ben or not
(Ben says he doesn't think she likes me though)

and i also dunno this anger comes from my too much jealousy
(Maybe it does.)

but i don't wanna see even if Ben and she talk eachother.




Last Friday's dance was the most worst day to me.

My friend,Kyoka was going to stay at my house

so i took her to the dance.

I really thank her.

If she haven't been there,i wouldn't probably have

control myself.



His ex-gf,janette,was annoyed anyway.

Oh,no,she "is" annoyed.

That situation was terrible.

While i was dancing,Ben went out from gym with her.

At the moment i saw it,i really felt bad.

I thought

"huh..?Why did he and she went somewhere only by two..?!"

So Kyoka went check what they were doing for me.

I couldn't stand it so i also went outside.

At the same time i opened the door,

Ben also opened the door.

There was that girl behind him.

I was really disappointed.So i said to him coldly

"Hey."



Kyoka was there when i went out.

She also couldn't understand that situation.

The thing made me be mad more and more was that

she danced with him at slow dance time.

I heard it from Kyoka afterward.




I didn't expect thing like this happended.

I really didn't wanna see even his face.

Why?It's because he already knew i don't like her.

So after finishing dance,he came to me,showed me

dance practice and then talked to me with smile,but

i almost ignored him.

I couldn't believe why he could smile at me.

it was really annoying to me.



While we were going to Denny's after dance,

I got texts from him.

He said to me sorry that he hurt me by taking to Janette.

It was complicated situation for him.

But i was still mad and hesitated to write him back.




I went into Denny's without replying to him.

I sat with Kyoka but Ben also sat same table.

He asked me sadly,

"Did you get my texts..??"

And i said coldly

"Yeah."

After that i started to write text to him.

I wrote dreadful things.

I'd never said to him like that until that day.

It means i was really mad to him and that girl.

But at the same time,I started to regret to sending

like that terrible texts.




He was reading with sad and depressed face alone.

He tried to talk to me with smile before i sent text,

but i didn't really react.

I was mad,while my heart ached by seeing his sad face.

My feeling and thoughts were completely complicated.




Kyoka said to me,

"You should go now!! And talk,say sorry,and cuddle him!!"

Her words absolutely cheer me up.

So i decided to go and talk to him.




To Be Continued...
*Thankyou for reading this long sentences...:s!!