Today...talked with her...was really happy to be along with her...in her room...but I really made a mistake...I did something that she doesnt like..even I know that she doesnt like it...
cant stop myself from crying..after i said the last words( at that moment) to her...I really feel sorry.. I really do...The reason why I said I wanna go back is really true...I am sorry for didnt say that at the first place..but I wasnt trying to test on you...really wasnt...
and I was thinking of staying in St.Lusia..if i successfully go into Gatton...so we can meet up whenever we want...
I am in the school's pc room..still cant stop myself crying.. fraid of ppl can see my crying..really trying hard to stop crying... but i am out of control of my eyes..
I always regret doing things after i have done it.... why am i always like this......??