another man died
it was the last day for my job.actually, one guy has just died.i was him.u dont get what i'm talking about, ya?i used a nickname on business, therefore i didnt exist and the guy who could not exist was working.anyways, its over.i'm not him any more.well......fortunately, i completed one order, so it was a kinda good ending.at lunch time, we had a lunch together in our office for the celebration of my completing job in this company.however, except that, everything went on as always.looking back this one year, it was tough not cuz of the work load.i was always asking myself like, "is this the right way to go on my career?", "can i be happy with this job?", "is this what i wanted?", and so on.then i reached my conclusion that i needed to try to follow my career originally planned before i had graduated from gonzaga, otherwise i will regret my decision and cannot go forward.what i wanna do may be different from what i can do, but i will try to get a job i do want now cuz that is me.i hope i made a right decision.i hope i have a bright future.most importantly, i hope i & my wife can be happy to live on.at the end, this is my words to my co-workers;thank u very much for everything. i dont think i will be able to work with a good one such as u guys. i am so glad to know u guys.see u around.