Blow it honey!(you are not allowed to respond for this version)
am i existing here really?and it's not the question herei'm trying to over-night today so just a small thing...be positiveis what i have in my mind all the timebut i don't really care i am positive or negativei only care about am i doing things positively?and the answer is noha-hanot funny? liar?whateveryou should really not care about that part! babydid i say i'm honestno, neverso, don't trust medon't try to trust mei'm dishonest to others and honest to myselfdo i look like dishonest to myselfmaybe tha's how people see meand i don't care about how they see mebut i care what i think about others'cuz i don't wanna lose human mind in meit's precious and worth more than anything in this worldyou should notice that you are losing itand it's a nightmereit's too much losses, understand?i don't wanna give you the speech herebut honestly, i want to, just i gave up to do sowhy do people always misunderstand information?did i say something about myself (especially the feelings)? i've never told that trulyam i a loser?no, i don't think soi should be really specific about thati'm not stupid mentally and physicallyand as you can see, you better ask other people to feel good, because i can't give you the easiest and soft, kind words everseriously, you want too muchyou wish too muchyou hope too muchi've had enoughwho knows the real future?the nature around you, look at it, what can you tell?can you see any disorders from those nature?everything is came wrong now, present dayswhat a selfish creature the human being is!don't you think so?if you not, you better dead 'til nowyou don't have any reason to live on the earthif you do, don't ask me how, what, and whywhay makes you worth be here?how could i be important for the earth's nature?why not every single being worth alive?it's out of line, honeydon't even think about what makes the one be so important!it's not gonna workbetter give up immediately...there, what you know about dying?slowly, tenderly, gradually...used, wasted, and being a useless being...the earth is, nowwe are the who do it to the earthnot the inside of the earth, the thin partmost top of the earth is going to disappear...do you know why?you don't know reallyi don't know reallywhat happened?too latejust forget, and maybe fot the last chance is... to give upit's not gonna come alive again without being rebornmeans, refresh, which means, actually, blow out the top of the earth and it's gonna give a new life in some millions in a geographical time...better now?o.k.did i go too far again?i'm too high for this maybesure, chill out nowfunny, reread this?YOU ARE really embarrassing!!!