Sorry for the lack of updates.... I'm still alive here in Japan! I'll be in Seattle soon. yeah..very soon. Sometimes I feel worried about my future since I don't really know what Lord wants me to do in my life. I want to keep listening His words not to miss every single words of Him and find all little hints He shows everyday in my life. Today I was reading Isaiah. God taught me so many amazing things. I feel that I sould stop worrying about my future. I don't want to be like a man who turned to his own way. I want to live with Lord. I always want to choose the way where I can hear His voice!

Who has believed what we told them? And to whom has the arm of the Lord been shown? He grew up before Him like a young plant, and like a root out of dry ground. He has no beautiful body and when we see Him there is no beauty that we should desire Him. He was hated and men would have nothing to do with Him, a man of sorrows and suffering, knowing sadness well. We hid, as it were, our faces from Him. He was hated and we did not thing well of Him.
For sure He took on Himself our troubles and carried our sorrows. Yet we thought of Him as being punished and hurt by God, and made to suffer. But He was hurt for our wrong-doing. He was crushed for our sins He was punished so we would have peace. He was beaten so we would be healed. All of us like sheep have gone the wrong way. Each of us has turned to his own way. And the Lord has put on Him the sin of us all.
Men made it very hard for Him and caused Him to suffer, yet He did not open His mouth. He was taken like a lamb to be put to death. A sheep does not make a sound while its wool is cut and He did not open His mouth. Isaiah 53