わからない
私の誕生日あとで、いつもさくらチャンと連絡しません、本当に寂しいね、でも原因わからない。いつもしんばいです。I dont know what I can say,Because I have thought of the reason,I also think that maybe because of my boyfriend.Maybe I use this to explain,the one who know me that I love my dog very much.For example, Jojo and yellow also important for me.But they dont like to play together,so maybe sometimes i will play with jojo more than yellowBut that doesnt mean that I dont care about yellow,it still very important to me.And I can lose one of them.I think the one who read this example will know my meaning.Within these few months, I always think who is my best friend,but at the end I only think of one person,the one who understand and care about me the most,I think this place no one can recover it,because she is the unique.This kind of friends I think I never find from outside.So I really dont wanna to lose this friend.