Believe a Fate of True Love

I feel like i wanna write in english today,

so I'm gonna talk in english haha. that would be nice if you could

give me a comment in english too.

(well, lemme tell you first, my english isn't good enough yet haha)






well, I called him yesterday and went to church afteer that.

I think that was ok. I can't say there was no stressful thing...

but I learned lots of nice things and could have a great time

to show my love to Heavenly Father and repent and say my prayer at sacrament.





And then Ben talked to me on messenger in this morning,

and he seemed to care about me alot.

he said gladly like,

「guess what! I went to church today! all 3 meetings!」

and he went on talking like,

「we went out dancing with me and ryan and bobby and some friends

then we came back here and slept and went to church and we just got back and

finally ate some real food. then i came to try to find you on msn.

i've been thinking a lot about you the whole time since i talked to you on the

phone. i've been caring about you.」





I was really glad of his kindness and caring...

he always cares about my feelings more than anything

and shows his love to me anytime

It really cheers me up even when I feel so overwhelmed...or

dissapointed...or crappy...cuz I can think like he is with me,

he is next to me when i am at church....or wherever i am.

I am really thankful to him.

It makes me realize strongly,

"I love him so much and there is no great guy more than him."

He definitely has made me stronger and better than before.






well...I was also glad that he seemed to have had a great time

w/ his friends at dance and church

He finally moved out from his uncle house at late lastnight

and is staying at his friend, Ryan's house.

He said that he have less stress now

that was what i wanted to hear for a long time!






Hope he had a great time with his friends tonight

Maybe he is sleeping at Ryan's house tonight and gonna move to

Idaho soon like tomorrow maybe.

honestly, I'm kinda feeling sad that he moves there...cuz

he is finally getting to have alots of good friends

and seems to enjoy hanging out with them.

cant say anything about it to him though...






but I just hope he can be happy.

I wanna support him anytime he needs me

and wanna encourage eachother when we have something trials,

and also wanna laugh eachother when we have something to smile at.






oh well, i talked kinda seriously haha.

but i felt a lot that we really love eachother hehe

I love him sooooo much.....awww....i just really wanna see him..!

Miss you Ben! Hope you are sleeping well right now