Micの気まま日記

I've been comtemplating for a while what I can do with my own time.

My ex-colleague inspired me in a way. She was a mom of 3 with full- time job and completed her on-line degree course. She was then determined to go for a paralegal course! It's totally up to you to change your mind-set and try acheive something whether or not your life is hectic, boring etc...

My first baby is on its way (due in mid April! wow!) and I know that parenting will take up most of my time from Day 1. Of course, I'm one of those parents who wish to give a baby best environment they could ever provide. Yet I still have this strong urge to do something for myself. to prove myself? to improve my ability? or what?? Feeling like this makes me a bad mother??

To make the matter worse, I can't decide what I want to do..
-I want to try on-line translation or interpretation course
-I want to study on-line degree course
The above were what I want to do if I'll be full time housewife for the next couple of years or so. Or I want to go back to work again (as long as time is right and everyone's happy with it.)

I don't know..
What's the best for me??