Sleepy mitsui.
Hey, long time i have not blogged since I wrote last time.Sorry, but now I got a internet connection, so hopely i will blog more often as much as I can.Last monday, Penny had left tokyo to go back and stuck in Perth.It was marvelous days, and I could start my new life with her any supports.I was thinking that I would not need to marry untill I get old, but this thinking has changed after I started to work.When P was here, I had a aim to go back from office.That is P, I was so encouraged, cheered, and chilled out by her with lots of grat her efforts and endles smilles. After she left here, I do not have any motivation to go back home.Nobody is waiting for me, nobody takes cares of me, especially I do not have any friends at office, so this situations push me feel more lonely.Eating alone,bathing alone, watching TV alone.I may lose my any motiavations without her.In this point, I really proud of one of my senior, he is a single, because he said he spend most of the time at office and, he does not usually have breakfast.I wonder what is his enjoyment and what motivates him to work so hard everyday.But, pls remember I dun mean that I wanna follow with his life style, I'm just telling I cannot understand his life, and i would like to know what encourages him to work....Generally speaking, there will be lots of difficulties after marriage, but now I understand why people marry no matter how rich or poor,age,nationalities,etc..While I am thinking that I want to success my life,means get a high position in society, fame, and money, I started to think these things are not important than spending a happy life.Money and fame will be able to cause happy life.But if I became rich without P, what I wii do with a big amount of money.Gets a designer's brand clothes? lives a huge appartment!?drinks vintage wine!??I just think ''WHAT FOR!???''People have something more important than something can purchase them.It is a my only wife.Do you agree with me!??