i wanna cry...
this is my feeling..I don’t think he likes that girlBut I’ve never seen like that his smileI don’t think he likes that girlBut I’ve never heard like that his voiceIt’s really tough for meTo stay there without talkingKept silence, held my mindWhat can I do?I don’t think he likes that girlBut I’ve never seen like that his smileI don’t think he likes that girl But I’ve never heard like that his voiceIn front of me…It just might have been my jealousy though…Dunno, I couldn’t tell him my honest mindSo my mind is so tired It just might have been my weaknessI almost stressed outI wanna be goneMaybe I’m a person he doesn’t needI should not think that way but I feel that way sometimesIt’s so sad and makes me cryMy tears comes outBefore I go to bedDid he show me like that voice?Did he show me like the way to laugh?Not only face to face but on the phoneI don’t think he likes that girl But I’ve never seen like that his smileI don’t think he likes that girlBut I’ve never heard like that his voiceI’ve never seen it….I’ve never heard it….I’ve never seen it….I’ve never heard it….Especially, in front of meSo I always feel anxiousI’m tired…I’m tired….I’m tired today….I dunno about myselfMaybe I should go to bed soon anyway...to forget about iti'm worrying about too much??maybe i did.but i don't know.i'm just so weak...i think...and he said "we don't talk very much"don't say that anymorecoz i was thinkig our relationship is getting better.but maybe only i felt so...it's so sad..i was misunderstanding...only i felt so...only i felt so...i should not think this waybut my mind doesn't tell a lie.my stupid mind let me think that way.i've been hoping i wanna be happy-go-lucky personbut it's difficult to change my personality..haha..maybe...i'm just so stupid..and i just have so stupid mind..i really wanna throw away this mind.