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Kibunji san he Hajime te otegami wo kaki masu. Watashi wa, goshouchi no toori, zutto ISRAEL ni kite kara jiko hansei wo shite ori masu. Soshi te ai ni tsui te manan de ori masu. Itsumo oyomi itadaku kibunji san nara, wakatte itadakeru de arou to omoi, konkai no koudou ni de sase te itadaki mashita. Gojishin demo kakare te orare mashita ga, jinsei wa sorezore jibun no tachiba de, mina engi shite iru. Sou kakare te ita node, wakatte itadakeru to omotte ori mashita. Watashi wa anata no blog to watashi no blog no kyoutsuu ten. Jiko hansei wo shi nagara, sukoshi demo ooku no kata tachi ni wakatte itadake tara..., to itta ten de kyoutsuu suru ten ga ari mashita. Watashi wa nani mo okotte mo ori masen shi, ichinichi mo hayaku, jiko hansei wo oetai to, negatte ori masu. Soko de watashi no ego no saigo no negai demo aru, warumono ni nari takatta no desu. Dou sureba ii no de arou ka... Tamatama anata ga watashi ni taishi te de arou bunshou wo, saikin kai te kudasatte ita koto mo ari, hito shibai wo omoi tsuki mashita. Kizu tsuita huu wo yosooi, komento wo sashi hikaeru. Aru hi totsuzen ni... Ningen to wa jitsu ni hushigi na ikimono desu. Donnani hidoi shiuchi wo shita hito de atte mo, osoushiki ni sanretsu suru to naku kata ga ooi koto... Naze deshou ka... Jibun no ai no nasa wo kakusou to suru koui nano dato watashi wa omoi masu. Hontou ni sono hito wo jouken duke sezu ni, aishi te ita no de areba, naku to shite mo, kanashimi no namida dewa naku, ureshi namida de aru to watashi wa omou kara desu. Mata sou itta koto wo kangae nui te iru hazu no watashi no ego wa sou itta bukiyou ni ikiru kata tachi wo kokoro no oku soko de hihan shite iru huu ga youshou yori, atta no desu. Hontou wa mina, jibun no omou toori ni massugu, okoru kotogara ni taiji shi nagara sei wo mattou suru koto. Sore ga negai no hazu nanoni, dou shite bukiyou ni ikiru kata ga ooi no darou ka... Watashi niwa imada ni wakara nai ryouiki desu. Dakara anata wo rikai shita ue de, wakatta ue de, hito shibai wo utta watashi wa kakushin han ni ataru no dato omoware masu. Itsu no hi ka, moshi oai dekiru you na kikai ga ari mashitara, sono toki wa harite demo nan demo dou zo...(wara). Sou itta kokoro no shikumi wo otagai ga rikai dekiru yoi kikai ni natte kurereba, toiu omoi kara shita made de, watashi wa mattaku ki ni shite ori masen node, oki ni tome nasai masen you ni nasatte kudasai mase. Hisashi buri ni kazoku no neshizu matta ato ni, chotto shita zaiaku kan wo ate ni shite osake wo non de imasu. Konna hi ga aru to, nonbe no tsuma to kekkon shite oite yokatta na..., to omoe masu. Naze nara hudan watashi wa nomi masen ga, itsu demo osake ga aru kara desu. Ikuji wo suru you ni natte, hontou ni engi ga deki naku natte shimai mashita. Maruku nari mashita. Nenrei mo aru no deshou ka. Konna hutodoki mono dewa gozai masu ga, kongo tomo yoroshiku onegai itashi masu. ランキングに参加しています。 ジョーのこころの縹渺(ひょうびょう) Shiteki na bunshou ni otsuki ai itadaita kata tachi, saigo made oyomi itadaki arigatou gozai mashita. Yoi shuumatsu wo sugosare masu you ni...